Is it Time to Write Yet?
Between scripting, organizing assets, and contemplating game mechanics, I'm trying to set more time aside for the very reason I'm making a game in the first place: experimenting with narrative. I've made use of the apartment walls, in a somewhat limited capacity: sticking things to them in various combinations.
Working on narrative has sadly taken a
bit of a back seat to building the game (which is hard work!). But as
I'm advancing, the whole process has me wondering... what do I really
need to get my teeth into the writing? Do I need a tidy system that lets me slot in bite-sized snippets of text? Or do I need something
chaotic? Walls covered in ideas, until the most engaging ones jump out,
and stick to my sweater... land in my soup.
A (personal) historical look at meaningful chaos
Back in 2007, a half-year stay in
Toronto had me living at the infamous street number 18 1/2 (with no neighbouring 18). It was
a time-piece, a museum erected in honour of its long-time guests,
the nugget of an intensely interesting community (anarchists, I liked to believe). Sometime in the
80's, the Universe had split itself open in the living room, at a
party perhaps, and swallowed half of the house. A family of raccoons
chewed on the remains of the missing half, in their basement nest.
It was a house of cobwebs, where half a giant plastic horse was forever jumping out of the living room wall. A mosaic of broken mirrors lined the stairwell, so that every time I went upstairs, my clothing snagged against it. My sublet room was past the shared upstairs bathroom. My bay window, with its missing third, was covered with a thin sheet of plastic that breathed calmly against the cold Toronto winter.
A colleague came to pick me up one day,
and upon seeing the electricity crackling along the surface of the walls, said, a bit under her
breath... that a clean house was for her, a clear mind. I could
understand that. For me a clean bath was a clear mind. The bath here was painted black. For the length of my stay
here, I could never quite tell how clear anything was, least of all in my mind.
Conclude and Contrast
Since that time, I often find myself
thinking about what this colleague said. I was attracted to 18 1/2: to the half remaining, and to the missing half. Despite the calm of my current living-space, and how I relish this deep quiet, I still search for small concentrations of any kind of crackling chaos. Somewhere between quiet moments of reflection, and memories of the beloved (now departed) half-house, is an illustration of how the clarity of perspective sometimes emerges from a harsh contrast.
Messiness organized, deconstructed, reconstructed. Not the perfect perch, the middle ground, the method that will tackle all methods, but rather a variety of experiences, and observations, attempts to see what comes together, and what sticks, and what falls apart, and how beautifully it might hold together or crumble.
Messiness organized, deconstructed, reconstructed. Not the perfect perch, the middle ground, the method that will tackle all methods, but rather a variety of experiences, and observations, attempts to see what comes together, and what sticks, and what falls apart, and how beautifully it might hold together or crumble.